Severalllllllll months ago my littles got older, the husbands job got more demanding, we were preparing for two major moves in an eight month time span and I decided to STOP BLOGGING until I got my life together. I was way too emotional and unstable as a mom, as a wife and as a person in general. I think I could stretch myself far enough to say that I was embarrassed of my inability to "keep it together". Whatever "it" is. Well several months later, I still haven't really gotten a hold of things and my life just keeps getting busier. Lol. And, today I realized that deciding to put blogging on hold was probably the worse thing I could have done. Blogging slows me down. It helps me reflect on the good of a day when all I could identify with, through the busy day of a mommy with littles, was the bad.
I should have kept on writing!
I should have kept on writing to help me gain perspective. I should have kept on writing as a way to let the day go and move on to the next. As a way of remembering every little lesson that my Father is teaching me about being faithful with the three little blessings he has gifted unto me. I should have kept on writing to help me remember the beauty and joy of having itty bitty babies. To remind me of what the husband and I endured and pushed through together in the beginnings of the greatest job of our lives, raising our babies.
And, so now...
P.S. If you were a reader of my blog in my earlier days and wondering where all of my old post are, I made a small change and switched my accounts. One day I'll get around to formatting the old post and adding them back to this blog. One day ;)
From Syreena, With Love